Of randomness

Time flies, it's already been a MONTH since my arrival to Glasgow. I've abandoned my blog again. Well, guess you guys already used to me.=P

Expected hectic timetable, almost 9am-5pm everyday was(and is still) killing me. It's not because of the trouble or reluctant to wake up early from bed, it is the afternoon super sleepy time during lectures that kill me. I usually manage to focus for the first lecture from 1pm and then mind will automatically shuts down slowly till a stage that I can't absorb any spoken words from the lecturer.>.<...It even happened to me that I wanted to jot down some extra info which in the end I can't recognize my own hand writing. >.<

Well, still I’ve survived through for a month! Tried to steal some time to chill out and relax with my dear friends. Friends did help a lot here as they are the only one here aside from our family members which are far away from us now. I’ve made my habit to constantly take photos of every bits of life here even though it’s may be just a simple dish I’ve cooked as I know the other end of world are watching and grabbing images of my life here by viewing my photos. Don’t misunderstand me, I’m referring to my family. =)

Still, issues and conflicts appeared. I’ve tried to tolerate as no one is the same. With us with different living habits and particular demands for specific things in daily life, I need to learn more and be more patience. Sadly that I still lost control sometimes and the emotion fell apart, that feeling was not good at all being that I’ve tried to be polite and tolerable. =S. It’s a challenge for me. How I wish we are living in conflicts-free society even though it’s just a dream. Still need to come back to reality.

I should be studying right now and not blogging here.>.<. Another class test in 1 week’s time! Oh God just wish all of us can pass through this semester. Our first Pharmacy Practice test was a total FAILURE. =(. I’ve failed terribly unexpectedly honestly. A minor mistake can cause us to fail straight away. Thinking on the other way, this is good to REMIND us to check EVERYTHING PRECISELY and do not just ASSUME things are correct. This is what we will face in real practice. Yet the marks were depressing. >.<

I’ve been shifted to another flat 2 weeks ago. Only 4 of us staying in an isolated flat now. The feeling is not great. Being away from others with strangers coming in and out sometimes. >.< The new unit is quite identical to our previous one, at least it does for my room. Except for the SHOWER ROOM, I really hate dislike our new shower room. The shower knob is SUPER hard to be tuned off. My hands will always turn red because of trying hard to turn it off till no water drips but sometimes it is really annoying me that I just gave up. =S.

I’m starting my grumbles and better stop here. Well, life still goes on and I need to be more motivated here. Perhaps I need to learn to tolerate as well? My limit is being frequently challenged nowadays. =(

Till here then. Take care to my friends in Malaysia. I’m looking forward to meet you in September. You know who you are. =)  <3

wish I could be tougher..sorry to freak you guys out with this picture.

A snap taken at Edinburgh. With Ying Sin and Qian Hui.Love the moments when we are together =)

Another favourite picture.With the middle one changed to Kai Chi-the always blur but lovely girl =)

Guess this one looks better. This was taken 2 weeks before. With no stress that time. >.<


p/s:Looking forward for our unplanned trip for coming sem break! (Gosh I should really go study now >.<)