Perhaps it is human’s
nature to magnify errors and negativeness instead of appreciating efforts and
motivation.
Things which cross my
mind recently
-Colleagues tend to
remember how frequent you applied annual leaves or hours-off but not how frequent
you stayed back for extra work. Even though you worked very hard for the period
before you went on annual leave.
-Do not simply believe
in words mentioned by others. Sometimes (MANY times), it could be just plainly
blank promises or words to comfort you temporarily. Always be caution. I am not
encouraging you (if you’re reading this) to be always suspicion towards others.
This is more applicable to working environment. Real case witnessed or heard
and this definitely changed my perspective of handling words during
conversations. =/
-I really need to put
up my effort and courage to say NO. =(. It is been some time, which I feel that
I am doing more than what I am supposed to. This sounds like I am the lazy one
who refuses to do extra work/tasks. Believe me, as time goes, with experiences
gained here, I learnt the fact that I am not superwoman who could handle so
many tasks. In fact, focusing on the core works and excel in them is much better
than juggling all kinds of random tasks without full commitment to each. But….yeah…I
am stuck in this situation now. It is forever easy to just say/declare what you
(or ME) think you should do but DIFFICULT to reject when it comes to
face-to-face situation. (Difference between
expectations and real-life situations).
-You will not truly
understand another person’s feeling when you’re not in their shoes. So, I have
long given up saying: “I understand how it feels”. One will never understand
that unless she/he is in the same circumstance. All of us have different types
of problems and stresses in different departments, what I can do is to only
listen without much helpful actions. Sometimes this stop me from babbling,
people has their own problems so why bother them with yours?
-Things change with
time. It is indeed a solid fact. It still upset me when I realized the
friendships built have gradually changed, with distance growing between each
other. What makes thing worse is that I often put the blame on myself. Maybe it
was me who caused this to happen? Maybe it was because work-related issues
which caused dissatisfactions on me?...
Feeling emotionally unstable
recently and I know it is bad. It affects my efficiency and productivity. I am
trying best to find passion and interest in current working environment.
However, with less and less patients’ contact/communication and more and more
documentations/clerk’s works, I wonder how long would I be able to stay?
Attitude plays vital role here, and I am still adjusting to stay motivated and
positive (kind of like failing on this)
Just a random post
anyway.
