倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

I can't stop listening to this song again and again now..=(

p/s: I wish I saved all the tears I've cried for you so I could drown you in them

Randomness

I enjoy reading other people blogs (stalking?XD), I enjoy spending time just to read their words of wisdom or happenings in their life..(It sounds a bit sick...=P). One thing which I found heart-touching is how friends can still be connected even when they are far apart from each other, how strong were their bonds. All these do make me continue stalking reading other people's blogs, at least I grab a bite of their views and maybe gain a better image of part of their personalities. Now I realize how plain and boring my blog is compare with others, with glamorous photos and good base of English. If I would be a "stalker" (perhaps I already am?XD) I wouldn't even be interested in reading this blog. Maybe I should be more passionate or enthusiastic in this field?=P

Sometimes I just lost the "feelings" to continue blogging..Lazy blogger..but somehow I feel it's a good way for me to pour out many things especially when emotional periods "attack'.=.=. A symptom of "chronic depression", =P. Promise myself to improve and be better day by day. I'm slow in progress, but maybe I should give a "pat" on my own shoulder telling myself that :" You're improving and keep the spirit."=)

Some persons can just affect my mood easily, no matter how happy was I and how hard I keep focus even during daily conversations. =S..Elaine, you should be more FOCUS. You know you can do better and better everytime..

Suddenly remember something. Wanna write out something for a dear friend whom I had known for more than 10 years--Chooi Lin. Dear, I know things happened recently and how much you had endured and faced. But I also know you will stay strong and put a smile back on your face soon (Glad to know that you are doing better now =)). Although I am always not around, remember a friend (me!) is always here to lend you her ears for all the problems and giving you full support. Like what I have text you, you know my words. Once again deepest condolences to you and your family. *hugs*

You were so right about me when you commented on my note which I've posted on fb. Without people with great personalities like you and other ji mui, a person who is more reserved and self-protective like me wouldn't have bonded so close with you girls. Though we seldom contact each other, every one of us know very well that the bond between us will never break.

Now only I realized that I don't have much photos of us. Nah, here's one which is quite some time ago. Remember to put the smile on the face always. =)

                                                             -the forever buddy-
=)

The End of randomness =P